EXAM RESULTS!!!! :(

Haiz, my mid year test in 2009 is poor. The lowest and the worst subject is French. Oh my god!!! What happened to me? I just got 56% (D).... a failure. How I want to take DELF A1? I afraid I will fail for the exam. French is a difficult language to learn because most of the things need to be differentiate in gender. Wow!!! I'm headache with that but it's sometimes quite fun to learn because I know how to answer. Haha!!! During exam, I dunno what it is about, all do it by guessing... Most of us learn French just like teka-teki. I think we shouldn't do it in that way. Fine, just forget it and improve more..... Yeah, my cousin also received his results today. He got one fail out of six subjects. We are just the same. Anyway, just forget something sad and let it over. Remember everyone , once fail doesn't mean fail forever. :)

TRAINING......!!!!! ::P

I want to go training everyday...!! I dunno why I love to run nowadays, maybe I didn't train for a long time...!!! I miss the track, teachers and friends. Sometimes, I feel relax after my run. It was just like everything heavy had been threw away from my mind. Wah, so happy and distressful!!!^_^ Don't bother you are the slowest or the fastest, just think you have done something successfully that makes you stay healthy. Wow, it is so fanstastic....!!! How could I imagine it? But just imagine. Sometimes I feel very lazy to go but now I am so excited. Unfortunately, the most famous disease is occuring, H1N1... My mum not allow me to go and that why I feel sad. I am just like a bird keeps in a limited aviary. Eventhough it is big and spacious, the bird also cannot come out from the place. I think you know what I mean....!!!! Haiz.....I hope I can go training as soon as possible. Hmm......^_^ :P

READ THIS....!!!

Did you cheat by your friends before? It sounds bad right? Mmm....Sorry, I am very sensitive to this. I don't like to be cheat by other people and I won't do so. I am angry because my friends keep telling lie to me. I can't accept it and I feel very very sad. Why don't they be honest? Is it difficult? I know they were talking bad or thinking too far about me but I was just pretended I can't hear anything. I am sick with this kind of behaviour. I don't know who to share my sadness. I can't stand anymore. Till today, I can't meet a true true friend who can keep all my secrets. None!!! I mean not yet, maybe in future. I wonder why my friends want to cheat me, maybe they afraid I will think too much or angry with them. If they want to make jokes and makes me happy, is ok!! But now they are just keep predicting my characters. Please take note of this my friends, stop cheating me. A few time is ok but don't do this everytime and everyday. I am just a young girl as what Garry told me, is just a young girl. I will keep everything in my heart and won't tell others except for my happiness, I will tell my friends or parents. Can you imagine a young girl keeps everything in her heart without telling other people? It was just like your heart is stab by a needle. How painful is it? I won't leak any of my secrets out to my friends, but if I did, maybe I really willing to share this or accidentally said it out. Hmm...maybe I trust myself more than my friends around. Haiz....it was a kind of sadness again for me. Anyway, I will stay positive and won't think too much. But if you make me really cannot stand anymore, I don't know what I will do to you. So, I hope you all know this. Play, jokes and happy is ok but don't too over till people sad and angry.

THINK ABOUT THIS !!! XP

Hmm.....I know many of you sure had been asked by your friends, "Who you love?"or "Do you have boyfriend or girlfriend?". Some will answer "yes" but some will say "no" or "dunno", isn't it? Sometimes, you will answer "no". Can you think it deeply who you admire? If you don't have, maybe you are not a human. Do you know why? Everyone needs love from people and shows love to others. A normal human for sure will admire at least one person, right? But don't think too far away. I am not asking you to couple with others but just a kind of admiring without telling him or her. Yeah?? ^_^ Is good to have feelings to someone. Erm,...sorry because I don't know more on this. Just end here...haha!!!