HAPPY.........^_^

Today is Mr.Tan's birthday. Prefects are celebrating it in Bilik Pengawas. Before the meeting, we gathered earlier to give him a surprise. We switched off the light and waited for him. When he came, he asked Mazlan, "Why don't switch on the light?". Mazlan said, "No electricity, sir". Our smart teacher said "The fans are working". We laughed and shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY". We gave him a big card and also **health drinks** from eu yan sang. I think so.....erm....hope you will like it......Our meeting was as usual. No extra offer....hahaha!!!!

Another good thing is, I am selected as pelajar budi pekerti. Something happy because I get it this year and also last year..... nothing more, just receive extra certificate.... I love certificate so much....I dunno why...haha!!!

BORED.....

Nothing to do the whole day.

Wake up,

Watch movie,

Eat a bit,

Study,

Refresh on ballet lessons,

Boring......

AMAZING..........

I went to Izzat' house this afternooon. He lives in banglo. Well, when I reached there, some of the friends were there chatting. We chat a while then have our lunch. Izzat served us *well*. Later, we went around his house. Like maze but have many doors and also signs. Haha..... the house is like two terrace houses combined front and the back house. I think you have more than two servants in your house. How to clean your house??? So spacious.

After that, we played snookers at second floor, guitar, drum and also piano. What's a fun!!!! Really fun.... Also, we went to the mini fish pond at the compound. I caught fish there. We used a fishing rod and bates, but it hurts when we are putting the bates. My fingers bleeding. Very hurt but fun. There is also a boat there. Budi, Brandon's brother and himself were sitting in the boat to catch fish from further. Haha...they don't get it. I caught two fish there. I know that's not many but I have fun there. I never caught fish before in my life. Thanks Izzat for the new experience.

At 5.00, I went home. Thanks to Xu-Ming for sending me home.

*FOURPLE* CLASS

Yeah..... I had passed for Interfoundation examination. I mean not the result. The result will be announced on December. Erm..... Now, I have to start my new grade, that is Intermediate double class. Meanwhile, I have grade 6 also double class. I feel so proud to have two grades in a year. However, it is not easy because both are major grades. Everything has to be control very well, such as balancing, strength and also power when we do allegro section. Well, both grades prepare easy work but difficult need. So, it is not as easy as I think. When we talk , we are perfect, but when we do, we are worms......

Just take it easy, anyway. As challenge from god.

FIRST DAY......

It is my first day wearing baju kurung in my life. I never wear baju kurung for the whole PNP before, juz try on for performance. Erm....perhaps it is the first time, so I feel a bit uncomfortable.....maybe my walking style will be like erm..... "K" style. Haha.....!!! Yup, this morning, I met Jian Beng at lorong asrama on the way back to my classroom. Then, he said, "You look so funny in baju kurung". I told myself, "Yeah, I know. Luckily you are not a girl. If not, you will look more funnier than me."

During recess, I met Leeynesh. He asked me how was my prefect life. I replied ok but just the skirt. I can't walk as my usual steps....erm...big big steps, but now have to be small small steps. He said it is good to train a girl walks in a polite way. I agree. Therefore, Vivien has to change her bigger steps to smaller steps for the whole year........

PMR.....

The first day of PMR..... hope all PMR students best luck.

Erm....today, we went to play badminton. As usual, we play until 4.30 and then I went to training. Hmm.....this month have to train very hard because the competition is held on next month. Very nervous about that and also final exam. At least I can go training to release stress. I found something amazing, that is I feel relax when I go training. Perhaps I run without thinking anything, but just run till the finish line. Quite a good way for me. Hope can get medal on that day.

PREFECT FULL U.....

Prefect true life starts from today. I was so nervous to wear my full u because I can't imagine how it looks like. Hmm.....quite look like when I was in primary school. Something different is the skirt. My primary prefect skirt is just at the length of my knee, but this skirt is much much much longer.....haiz....difficult to wear it. Just the first morning wearing it, I keep on stepping it when I want to get into the car, walk from living room to kitchen and take my bag. Luckily, I din fall. Then, at school. When I want to go up from the staircase, I step on it again, that's really fell....haha!!!! Even walking to the canteen, I can step on it. I was just like hoping a bit when I was walking....haha!!! Kinda funny....!!!

Anyway, that's my troubles. I met many of them wearing it, seems very cool. Wei Hwei, Yun Qiu, Cass, Shi Ern, Mel and SX (cacat) look smart. Haha.... Ok....my first day duty, P.A!!! Erm....first day on duty sure have some mistakes but not much!!!! Haha..... I think all the prefects will improve from our mistakes..... good luck...

FUN RACE COMPETITION......

Erm.... actually yesterday I have fun race competition for 300 metres at Stadium Bola Sepak. Nevertheless, I don't know why my spirit suddenly have gone far far away from me..... and I felt like not to take part. I reached there and got ready to pay for the event, but at last I gave up. So I tell my mum to fetch me home. Perhaps I met many participants there and made me lost my confident. I think so.....I gave up, I really gave up at last. So, sorry Jing Yee. I know you will feel disappointed to me. I do disappoint myself. I waste my mum's petrol.....haha!!!! SRY

BALLET VS PBSM

This morning I went to FAB. My exam started at 9.00 and I reached at 7.30 morning..haha.. I was so nervous and the weather seem not good.... it's raining. I feel so cold.....so I quickly do my warm up but still cannot be. I am shivering..... so I do some allegro (jumping steps) to make myself sweat. Then, my teacher came to support me. Later on when I go in, I meet my examiner, Miss Whalley. She is extremely pretty and jovial. She has very attractive smile. I feel lucky to have a cheerful examiner. Erm...I did something wrong during the exam, closing wrong leg. She just smile at me although she realises it. In return, I just smile at her to build my confident. huuu..... finally , the exam end after on point works.

Later on, I went back to school to attend AGM. I join Form 2 singing choir at last minutes because I thought I will not come for the meeting. So I learn the song at eleventh hour. Then before I went to the stage, Jian Beng came and asked me , "Are you really want to dance ballet later?" I replied,"NO". Hmm....soon the AGM end after giving prizes session.

TRAINING EXERCISE.....

I would like to thank my beloved teacher, Miss Corine Beh for preparing some extra classes due to the coming examination. Today, all the HQ students come to our centre to practise and we have this for two hours. Although it is very tough, it is very benefically. All of us were sweaty and tired. We did everything from A to Z full out. Wow.....

HOPE WILL PASS WITH DISTINCTION........

SAD.....

Today is the last for training because my ballet exam is on next Wednesday. So, my mum advised me not to go before the exam. She is worry about my legs. She always remind me to walk carefully, don't run around the school and ....... Yeah, so today I did something fun, that is run 30 minutes non-stop to build up my stamina. That's something relaxing and not suffering at all.... just the legs are kinda cramp. Then, miss the track so much. Hmm....hope to use you again after my exam.

I LOVE AJK's

This year will end very soon.... I hope I can spend more time with the AJK's. I'm sorry for not attending the meeting regularly. Anyway, when the original me is in the class, my spirit always fly away to PBSM meeting . Sometimes, I don't know how to do the questions, I will think what are you all doing... and sometimes I can hear all of you shouting for fun, singing, playing games, marching and so on.... Then, everytime Yuve and I were just waiting for the recess time so that we can pay a visit to the meeting. Haiz.....

PBSM AGM is coming very soon. Unfortunately, I don't know what to do but I wanna do something special to you all. Erm.....need time to think..... Hope to do something!!! ^^

ASUHAN ROHANI.......^_^

Today we have briefing about the duty during Asuhan Rohani. We have to prepare before it starts. So, at 10.30 morning, all the prefects gather at the prefect room to try on our blazer, skirts and trousers. Haha.....I am so lucky because the tailor did 6 blazers only and one of them is mine. I try on.... haha, feel like trying on my new shirt. Then, they give the skirts and trousers. Very very unfortunately, the tailor not yet did my skirts. So many skirts but doesn't have my skirts. Haiz.....!!! Lucky for blazer and unlucky for skirts. My friends try on their new clothes whether they suit them or not. After that, we quickly prepare for the Asuhan Rohani. Many pupils.....crowded......I am just like welcoming the pupils to go into the hall. "Please go in, Please go in ". I am too bored until I went to look after the gate with Wei Hwei and Vinrea. We have to follow the pupils who go out from the hall. Actually, three of us take this opportunity to loiter around. We were so bored and it is so hot. A very *nice* Asuhan Rohani......

MAJLIS PENUTUPAN KEMERDEKAAN.......!!!! ^_^

Today, we are having our closing ceremony for Merdeka. I am glad to handle the P.A system with my partner, Melissa. Haha... we just sitting in the office while waiting for the ceremony to the end. The quiz from Puan Kalaivani are difficult but the last two questions are not. Yer....Actually I want to answer the second last question, then a boy who sat in front just stand up and walk towards the stage. Then, the last question. I also want to answer but Leeynesh answered it. Fine lol.... I don't want the prize. Hehe... Prize Giving for the class decoration. Haiz... it's ok our class doesn't get it. At least my classmates have try it, but not me. IO think I didn't do anything for this. After that, prizes for drawing contest. I know who is the champion because I was admiring at her drawing. She is my best friend, Ao Zhu. Congratulation!! Finally came to the last part, sing songs. Melissa and I can't celebrate with the other students because we have to change the songs. But haha.....I curi-curi go out from the office and with my partner's agreement to go to assembly ground to have fun with them. We sang songs happily and have fun with my friends. Ermm,..... I think I quite like crowded. The closing ceremony was celebrated very successfully. After the ceremony, all the pupils have to went back to their class.

PBSM INTERVIEW.......@@@

Oh my god.....I don't know what happened to me. I think I am blur for the whole day. Morning, I have French Exam, my brain was turning, turning and turning to answer the questions. Later in the class, I am trouble with the newspapers fees and I don't know why my desk is full of books. Ok.....I tidy up. The attendance must give to teacher. The books had to hand in on Puan Jugdeep's table. Luckily, Kenny Kok helped me. I must be punctual to 4M at 2.40 p.m. After school, I ran to look for the Form 6 guy to hand in the newspapers fees. Study PC....Prepared well before the interview. I really study the PC. I took a day to finish up my PC, but I think I was too nervous in the room with Vinrea. My mind was blanked at all. Haiz.....I really hope to become Assistant next year. I want to become somebody in PBSM. I don't want to just join the Uniform without anything blank and just a normal member. I want to do something, help the AJK's, have fun with them and let them to have the excitement in PBSM and their last year at school with their juniors. I want them to remember every happiness we have together no matter in every meeting, camping or any activities organised.

At that moment, I was too nervous because I did something very very very wrong. They asked us to say out their names and their posts. I was so so so blur. I said Sheril Aini Loke....the AJK's said "oh ~ ~ OH...." Haha.....I was really blur and I asked myself....."What have you done? , What happened to you?, die lo, die lo". Erm.... then, other are not allowed to share out. This is the point that I want to share with all of you .... haha ...... (I'm not doing any jokes during the interview..... I am serious).

I HOPE I CAN BE SOMEBODY IN PBSM ...... I LOVE PBSM

FRENCH EXAM......!!!!

Oh my god, I don't know the exam is today. I just know it yesterday. Luckily I met Joo Er. Thanks a lot. If not, it is difficult for me to pass this DELF A1. Erm,.... haiyo.....yo...Comprehension L' oral, I was like listening to nothing for the first part because it is subjective. Continue with the second part is Comprehension Ecrits, means we have to study the comprehension carefully to answer the questions below. Haha....this is quite easy part. The third part is fill up a form. That's also quite essay and the last part is write a letter to invite your friends to.....(forget already). Haha... Anyways, I hope I won't fail for the Comprehension L'Oral part. God, please bless me. Thankyou very much.

TROUBLE.....!!!

I wonder why you don't remember what you said in April. You said we have the opportunity to choose whether we want to continue or stop buying the newspapers. I listened it from your mouth very clearly and I remembered until now. Well, we stopped buying that already. But now, you said you NEVER said it before. Hey, not only me, other classmates also heard it, you know? They said you did say "ok" when we suggest not to buy the newspapers. Fine....you accuse me. I don't mind but I really don't like to be accuse by other people. Anyways, I just left two months left to handle your class. I am glad because most of my friends telling the truth. I really sad and feel disappointed to you AND you make me cry for days because I am the victim after all you said. Anyways, I will be patient to the challenges I have from you.

ARR.....BALLET TIMETABLE COMES OUT........!!!!!

I always hope not to get the first person to sit for the exam.....but just now teacher said my exam is held on 30th September 2009, very soon. Unfortunately, I am the first person in the whole centre. Arr......I am so nervous......The other two friends are sitting the exam together. They were so lucky. Three of us are in the same date but different time. I will be taking the exam with person that I don't know......haiyo......!!!! how????how????

VIVIEN, YOU MUST MUST MUST JIA YOU......DON"T BOTHER OTHER PEOPLE.....JUST DO WHAT YOU KNOW... ^_^

FRENCH EXAM IS COMING........!!!!

I have french exam for oral on 8th September 2009. Oh my good, I was so nervous. We will have oral test with the French examiner. I hope I will pass for the oral test. God bless.......!!! Today, Madame give us a short oral test individually. Wow....I was so nervous and guessing what is teacher talking about. I also need to do more prepare on this..... !!!! But I get some information from my senior, Joo Er , she said it is very easy and ahe said I will pass if I get more than 5 marks over 20. Just always say, "Vivien , Jia You".....!!!!

MERDEKA......!!!

I wake up at 2.30 afternoon. I feel so tired after watching the competition yesterday. I don't feel like I am celebrating Merdeka today. I was just like having a normal holiday. Well, this year is our 52th Merdeka Celebration. I feel boring at home.....just watch tv and doing nothing at home. Yeah.....I prepared my Sejarah project because I need to hand in tomorrow. After that, I do my Geography project. I do it from afternoon to night 12.00++. But still not yet finish. Haiz.....much things have to edit. Erm,....nothing much happened today. I went to bed at 1.00 ++ and sleep at 2.30 a.m. I can't sleep because I wake up too late.....haha!!!

AFRAID......!!!!

On 31th August 2009, my family and I went back home at 1.00 ++ after having supper. We saw many motorcycles were racing or patroling around. I was so afraid. On the way home, we saw a gang of motorcycles were gathering at the restaurants by the roadside. It was really scary. That's just the first gang, later we saw another gang was racing at the road. My dad drove the car immediately away from the gang. Then, on the highway, the police blocks the road and I saw a gang of motorcycles, some are bringing a girl behind. They afraid to go in front, so they stopped quite far away from the police. Something funny is, one of the motorcycle just went back, means terbalik from the way of the road. When we are going to reach our home, still on highway, two cars were racing. Both cars were driving so fast. One of them nearly knock on us. Really, I saw. The car just went between my dad's car and another car. the gap is very small. Luckily accident was not happened. Thanks god...!!! Then, we reached home at 2.00++. We reached home safely......haiz.....sleep. I really believe what I read before this. Many books tell us that many gangs will have racing at midnight.....I really believe it now after I saw it through my both eyes....It was so so so scary.....

BOYS AND GIRLS, REMEMBER NOT TO GO OUT AT MIDNIGHT......JUST STAY AT HOME, YOU WILL BE SAFE WITH YOUR FAMILY...... YOU JUST HAVE ONE LIFE, APPRECIATE IT!!!!! ^_^

BASKETBALL COMPETITION.........!!!!!

Today, basketball competition final for men and women was held in Nilai, Negeri Sembilan. My family and I went there at 6.15 evening and the game starts at 7.00 evening. The first game final for women are played between Kelantan and Johor. Kelantan women won for the game. My dad behalf for Kalantan when he was young. Haha.....I really proud of my dad. He is a Malaysia basketball player. My mum is also a Malaysia basketball player. My brother is a basketball player but he is not that good. But why I don't play basketball?? Haha..... their daughters, my sister and I can't play well in basketball. We just like gentle girls, I think if I am playing for the game, I will fly far far away when I have been pushed by other players......haha!!!! Well, come back to my points. The game was so amazing and exciting. The points are always same until the last match. Finally, Kelantan team won and they won for 1 point. Wow...... so excited.

After that, basketball competition final for men starts. This competition is between Selangor and Melaka. This game was not as exciting as the game before because I have already know the result. I am sure Melaka won the game because I also don't know why.....haha!!! Yes, I am right. They won for 30 ++.

Later, my dad brought us to have supper with the champion players and his friends at restaurant. Haha...... we celebrated happily together. At about 1.00 plus plus, we went back home......!!!! Actually I regret not to play basketball since young....I think it is because I don't have time.....and no team to join. For me, playing basketball is very exciting game because when you score, everyone will give you loud applause.....that's so great and happy....it shows that everyone is supporting you......!!!!

MODE EXAM.......@@

Today all of us have mode exam in FAB. We went there at 7.30 morning and reached at 9.00 morning. It was a traffic jam. We will have this Mode Exam with the other centre ballerinas. So, we went into the studio with them and dance in the same room. I feel so nervous and my first exercise is plies. I can't stand well in my first position. My legs were shivering of fear. I can't balance well and do well. I get the feeling right now. I really must do it during my normal classes. I really can't do well like my normal classes. Haiz.......When we came out after that, my teacher said my presentation is not good today. I am really nervous..... seriously!!! Then, we went back home at 11.30 morning. Our legs were like cramp because we have trained for three days. My friend's toe is bleeding because of the point shoes. My toe skin and another friend's toe skin is just peel off ......haha!!! Quite painful.... Anyway, I hope I really can do well in my coming exam......Vivien Jia You!!!!

BALLET EXAM.......!!!!

Interfoundation examination is coming soon on September 2009. I need to prepare very well because I want to get Distinction for this exam. My teacher, Miss Beh was given extra classes for us before our Mode Exam on Friday. We praticed on Friday, Saturday and Sunday as usual. Then, our extra classes will be held on Wednesday and Thursday. So far, I feel like I haven't prepare enough. I need to work harder. Eventhough I know the steps already, the technique needs to show more to the examiner. My teacher said, "You have to work it out to recover all your weakness, if not you will not be able to do so during your exam because on that day everyone will be very nervous. Furthermore, this exam is taking with the others centre ballerina and you won't know each other." I always remember this but sometimes I forget when I am doing. Need to work harder....as much as I can......!!!! ^_^

PREFECT'S LIFE......!!!^_^

Yeah, I become a school prefect already. A prefect life is fun but quite busy. Before I am chosen as prefect, I will sit in the canteen to study, sleep or ..... every morning. But now is not the same, I have no time to sit in the canteen. Prefects will have briefing every morning. All the probates will have orientation with the seniors and teachers. I come to school early and try to take as much signatures from the prefects as I can. I get my first signature from Mr .Tan for teacher and Garry Huen for the prefect. Haha..... Garry is so good, he just give me for free.....haha!!! Thankyou Garry, a kind of you. Some of them also give me free....haha I feel a little lucky. Everyday, I will duty with my beloved mento, Leong Jing Yee. She taught me a lot of things on P.A. Thanks to Tzen Hong for giving me such as good mento. But she always says I am very blur.....haha!!! I am happy to become SAB prefect.

I HOPE TO BECOME A SUCCESFUL PREFECT IN 2009 and 2010......!!!!! XP

CROSS COUNTRY........!!!!

Today, we have cross country competition at Taman Tasik Seri Permaisuri. I was so nervous as the other competitors. I don't know what to do before the competition starts but just fear and I don't know why....haha!!! I met many friends there who is from other schools such as Sri Garden, Taman Connaught, Cochrane, Seri Permaisuri and so on. I also met my teacher, Miss Tor.....she is my primary school teacher, but now she is teaching in SMK Taman Maluri. She is just the same, pretty, fit, clever, active and ...... ^ ^

We did our own warm up to get ready. We also did aerobics before it starts. When it is going to start, I was just like want to cry....haha what happened to me?? But Miss Tor said, "What you afraid for? Just run only.....". Haiz.....then everyone prepared. It rings. I just keep running as what Miss Tor told me, and this time I will not be running with Jing Yee because she is in another category. So, I need to be more jia you. Just run without thinking anything, feel the surrounding and breathe the clean air. Erm.....Actually not that clean, haha because we are running along the road side. Much dust from the vehicles....haha!!!! Finally, I am going to get into the finish line. Two participants behind me just run and cut my place at the finish line....haiyo.....I am just jogging because I reached already just have five steps more.....they just cut in.....Haiyo.....if not I will be in third place. So, I got fifth......not bad!!! It was my first time run for cross country without stop. I am glad and proud of myself!!! This is something I always want. I want to achieve something with my own.

Many of Sabians also won for this.... I mean Top 15....As a result, our school won for the Kejohanan Olahraga Sekolah Menengah. Haha.....everyone is so so so so happy and proud. We sang our National song with full pride. Then, everyone went back to school happily.

EXAM DAYS.....!!!

We are having BM, SEJ and MATH. Hmm,...BM is quite ok but I hope I can get A for this. Sejarah is bad this times. Some of the questions are quite confusing me, and something I regret is I change my first round answers for 5 questions. If I didn't erase the answers, all the answers are correct. I mean for the questions that I erase are correct actually. Haiz........I hate this kind of feeling. Something had passed, forget about it!!!! The last subject is Math. I think I am over confident in this subject because I didn't do any revision on this subject. Since Form 1, I didn't do any revision for Math before the exam. So, this time, I think I get a lesson. I still know how to do just the working might not be right but the answers are correct. Haha.....I know I get A but don't think the marks will be high enough until my target.



On Tuesday, we are having English, Seni, Science and Geo. Erm... I think I am weak in this subject because I don't know how to elaborate my ideas. Perhaps I am lack of reading. Yeah, I don't like to read storybooks. Haiz..... Seni is ok ok only. I don't care too much on this subject. Science is ok, I like Science very much. So, hope to get A. Haha.... Geo is also fine. I think not bad.....just have some friends want to fight for the marks.

On the last day, we have KH, Moral, LI and Sivik. KH paper 1 is fine but paper 2, haiyo I didn't draw out the line (garisan binaan). Haiyo...yo... I don;t want to get B la..... God please!!! Moral is just a little difficult on some questions. The essay part is also fine but I think I write quite long already. Literature......I really hope to get A in this subject. Even though I hate this subject and I don't know anything about computer, I hope I won't fail or get below C, that's ok. Haiz..... Oh my god, sivik is so so so so so difficult. I don't know anything. I think it is just same with my classmates. Haha....fail together.....hope not that....!!!@@

On Thursday, some of them will sit for French examination. But at last, they have cancelled it, maybe because Madame is not there......!!!! Everyone finally merdeka here.......but not the exam classes.....still have to Jia You...!!!!

EXAM......!!!@@

Haiz, I feel like just having exam few weeks ago and now need to sit again.... time goes so fast!!! Anyway, need to study days and nights. I don't have the mood to study this week......exam is coming Vivien, next week!!! I think this exam won't be that good. Oh, it seems like I give up...haha. But how come the sejarah won't come into my mind?? Is my memory full?? Haha.....I keep reading the sejarah text book but I feel like get nothing and that's why I keep repeating. The other subjects hmmm,..... I think will be ok.....hopefully !!! Haiz....I think many of my friends prepared very well already.....haiz!!! FIne, just do what I can and do my best in the exam.....hehe....!!!



Form 3 students are having trials. Hope all of them do well in the exam and pass with flying colours, don't ever make your teachers disappointed.



Form 5 seniors also having exam, trials....!!! I can see many of them study very hard to pass the exam.....I wish all of you the best luck in your trials. Seniors who I care are Joo Er, Garry, Clement, Hoo Keen, Serene, Yan Yuan, Mr. J, Manwyn, Wern Xin , Fui Teng, Christopher,.....and much more........

WISH ALL THE EXAM CLASSES AND NON-EXAM CLASSES THE BEST LUCK IN YOUR COMING EXAM......

GLAD......^_^

I feel so glad to have such a good ballet teacher. She thinks I am tension for being attend Grade 6 and Interfoundation classes. Also, I need to memorise all the steps or else I will lost. She gave me some free works on Grade 6 and concentrate on my Interfoundation. I hope to get Distinction for this coming exam.

My sister got Distinction for Grade 4 examination and she is the top students among all. Hmm,... a bit jealous. Fine, glad for getting good result.

I will appreciate all the gifts from my teachers and their teach. I hope I will be the coming Distinction girl. (MUST)

IU DAY.....

SAB's IU Day was fun. Many students from SAB and also other school came. The performance from Interact Club is good. I like the ballroom dancing. It was just like a feeling of ..... (don't know how to describe). Later, we went to the stalls to buy food and drinks.

The food sold there was costly. I drank bubble tea, some biscuits and ice-cream. I was so full. All of us have to queue up to buy food especially Chinese Society's stall. So many people. I queued for about 30 minutes to buy bubble tea. Haha.....!!! I think Chinese Society earned a lot of money. There are games but I didn't take part. Hmm..... I went back home about 3.20p.m.

HAIZ.....!!!

I lose for pingpong and badminton ah.....!!! Haiz, so weak. I lose 2 points to my second round opponent. She got the third prize last year....seems good!!! Fine, try again next two years....
I also won for the first match. Then, I played with a Form 1 girl (I think she represent state). Yeah, lose again!!! Haiz.....better concentrate on my own sport!!!

COUSINS VISIT.....^_^

I know my cousin will come on Saturday, but I just keep it secret without telling my mum. Well, he said he will come alone, but not.....!!! haha.... with another cousin. Both of them don't know how to come to my house....haha (ok..ok la!!!First time) Soon, they reached my house with the help from my mum.....!!!

First of all, we play mahjong....haha what a funny game!!! Each of us were given 10 ringgit (counterfeit). On that day, I did a sweet potato cake for them. Also, my mum had prepared orange juice for them. Hmm.....my cousins said the cake is nice....but is too solid...erm quite cause I add extra flour!!! Greedy..... Well, they said nice but I don't know they are honest or not. As long as they said nice, then I will be very happy!!!^_^

Haiyo, I thought I am major in mahjong already.....haiz!!! My cousin A said I need more practise because I always give cousin B to eat the biggest one. So, both of us need to pay MORE, MORE and MORE.....haiz!!!

Haha....when cousin B went to toilet, cousin A and I steal some money....haha he doesn't know!!! But at last I pok kai already.....cousin A also quite same and cousin B won all...Haiz!!!
I feel happy to meet them!!! Hope to go to cousin A's house as soon as possible!!!

PBSM CAMP.....!!!!

Yo, PBSM camp was so fun. Fantastic...XP!!! We went to Pasir Panjang, Port Dickson on 3rd July 2009, Friday. Hmm.....we took school bus from 4.30p.m and reached there at about 6.00p.m. (Guess so) Then, we took our belongings and put into chalets, 9 girls for each chalet while all the boys in one chalet. The food provided is *quite* good. Our first activity is ice breaking. We were divided into 4 groups. My group members are Sabrina, Wu Ben, Zi Yao, See Kee, See Teng, Shaza, Ceng Yew and me. We were given a piece of big cloth, magic pens and so on to do our group flag. Then is jungle trekking. We went into the jungle group by group. Each group was only given two candles for the whole walk. Hmm,....quite scary before went in but feel nothing when I was in the jungle. Perhaps I had more experience. All the camp I took part before this had jungle trekking. Wu Ben was at front holding the candles followed by Sabrina, See Kee, See Teng, Zi Yao, Shaza, me and Ceng Yew. Actually Shaza should be behind me, but since he was so afraid, I changed place with him. Then, everyone came out from the jungle safely and none was injured. God bless...!!! Thankyou. We were given a bun before we went back to the chalet and slept. Some of us (girls) were not sleepy, so Fui Teng and her daughters came to our chalet and we gossip.....haha!!!! Soon, we slept at 3.30 a.m.

The next morning, we needed to wake up at 6.00 a.m. Everyone cannot wake up because too tired, but we had to do so. We prepared ourselves and started with exercise (senaman pagi). Then, we had our breakfast and later obstacle course. After that, all of us went to the beach by bus. We were so excited with the crystal clear water, warm sandy beach and crowded. Miss Kamisah advised us not to wet but just step on the shallow water. Haiz....who wants to listen. The first person who wet was Zheng Hong and followed by Christopher. They even swam. Well, most of us followed what they did. I also swam....haha!!!! Got wet...!!! Christopher took the sand and threw at me and others. It was painful but fun....we threw to each other....^_^ Meanwhile, teachers and some of the students had a ride on the motorboat. I didn't join....haha cause I wanted to play. My shirt and pant are full of sand. It seems everyone enjoyed themselves. At about 1.15 p.m, we went back to the camp site and had our lunch.

Then, we were given an hour to have a rest and prepared for the coming activity, which was rafting. We were given a briefing on how to tie the raft. First and second group combined, third and fourth group combined. Then, we did by our own group. It was quite tough because we had to tie it up very tightly, or else it will fail when it is on the water. We were given race. Both group needed to take the flag at the middle of the sea. Eventhough my group lost the competition, we were still very happy with our cooperative. Even the uncle who was in charge said we had high cooperative. He said very good. Later on, we dismissed and took bath. At 7.30p.m, we had our dinner. Then, we prepared for the performance. My group performed something like Titanic. After the performance, we had barbeque. We did it by our own. We had chicken wings and sausages. We went back to our chalet at 11.30p.m. Serene and I went to Fui Teng's chalet to gossip. Unfortunately, both of us were too sleepy. So, we went back earlier at 12.30p.m.

The last day, it was a heavy downpour. So, everyone woke up at 9.00a.m. We had our breakfast and straight away went for next activity, thinking skill. We were given some ropes and also nails. After that, we kept our belongings and prepared to go home. We ate our lunch and gathered at teacher's banglo. We were given some briefing and prizes. My group got second prize. We went back to school at 2.30p.m. We played game in the bus. Haha.....so fun and happy!!! We reached at 4.00p.m.

KAWAD COMPETITION......!!!!

Every PBSM members were nervous but excited. (I think) Many of them were so semangat to march. Haiz...my group is Ka Hou and Sabrina. Eventhough we were the last group, we still have the high semangat. Hmm....everyone did very well, but Hoo Keen said our discipline is the worst because we didn't respect the team who are marching. Yeah, I agree... even myself. Anyway, I am happy to see everyone do it so well. But I hope my team will win. Haha.....!!!!

LOVELY HORSES....^_^

After the competition, my friends and I went to the park. We played at there, took pictures and did gym. Then, we saw a stable with 3 people and 3 horses. We just saw the horses out from the stable. We saw names on the back of the seat. All of us were so excited to see the alive horses.....haha!!! My brave friend, Farah Hani went on and asked permission to look for the horses. Eventhough we were afraid, we still willing to take pictures with the horses.

We were there until 11.45 and got ready to go back. All of us were thankful to them for giving permission. Soon, we went back to school.....!!!! Yeah....^_^

WHY......???

Am I wrong to go training? I don't think so. But I am busy if I go training because I will be back after training at 7.30 p.m. Then, I took bath and have my dinner. I have class at 8.00 p.m. Perhaps the time is quite tight, I love to. I just don't want to waste ant of my time to relax. Hmm,.... maybe you will say I am wrong without any time to relax.

My dad asked me twice when he fetch me to tuition. He asked, "Just only you come back from school and now you want to go tuition, don't you feel tired?". So, I replied "no, I am not tired". He just told me not to go training.... but it makes me sad cause I want to. I love to run eventhough I can't run as fast as others. Maybe I can take this as my hobby, isn't it?

So, I just ignore what he said and keep training. I want to prove to him that I love to run and I want to get at least one medal for him. Meanwhile I also won't drop in academic. I think he might trust me....!!!!

LALU LINTAS COMPETITION.....!!!!

On Friday, 3rd July 2009, I represent school for the "lalu lintas" competition which was held at Taman Tasik Titiwangsa. I took part in last minute because they had not enough participants. I was so worried because I had forgotten the signals I should do. I had participated this when I was in Year 4 and 5. If we did something wrong, we will be given a saman.

Finally I was there. Haiz....just do anything I can. I was just thinking what should I do after and before the line and traffic. It is quite awesome. Besides, we need to remember every sign because when we reach a station, we need to answer a question given.

The game starts and I felt so nervous. Well, soon I got 6 saman but I have gone to six stations upon nine. Haha.... How can I do that? I think I need more practice on laws. Fine.....try next year.....!!!

WHO TO CHOOSE???

Yesterday, when I was training, Mr.Aru came towards and asked me, "What actually you are training for?". I just keep quiet. "Why you don't want to train with them (Jing Yee's coach)? They are better. You have to be serious if you want to win". I replied "yes". I was.....!!! I changed to Jing Yee's coach from January until February because I don't want to train alone. But after competition, I changed back to my own coach because Mr. Rusdi and my friends said Mr.Alex is better. Ok, well. Do I need to change back? I think my choice can be change easily because of a few sentences. Haiz..... I am lack of confident. I think I just remain the same because this morning I met Mr.Rusdi and told him everything. He just said remain the same coach. I hope my choice is right. I hope I can always improve in my run.

I AM SO FOOLISH.....!!!

(CRY) I went for training on 25th June 2009, Thursday alone because Jing Yee was not feeling well. Then, Mr.Alex asked me to run fartlek 6 laps. Eventhough it is a happy moment because I finished it, I did something I shouldn't do. After the program, I don't have anything to do. I was just like cooling down. After a while, a negro chat with me. Then, he asked for my handphone numbers because he said he wants to contact me if any program for juniors is held. I am so foolish, stupid.....I gave it to him my mum's handphone numbers because I told him I don't have handphone. I was just thought later can attend with Jing Yee so both of us can improve faster. I didn't think more. I had save my mum's number in his phone. Later, I told my mum. My mum was suprised and told me a lot of crime is happening in the age of teenagers nowadays. My mum told me not to trust him. At night, my dad demanded and advised me not to give other people handphone numbers because we don't know whether the person is good or bad. Perhaps he wants to kidnap girls. (CRY) I really don't know what to do now. Yesterday, I was tired, very very tired. So my mum asked me to sleep earlier. I can't sleep. I went to bed and cry. Why am I so foolish? Why I didn't think the effect? WHY?WHY?WHY? I felt dizzy and had headache when crying. I really don't know what to do now....I think I should tell the guy that I don't need the program and borrow his handphone to delete my handphone. But I don't have the bravery. (CRY) I really very very very very .......regret!!! I won't repeat it again. I get a new lesson already. I will turn into a new leaf. I will. I will, but first of all I have to delete the phone numbers. How????? I really have no mood at school today. I was miserable in the morning. I was just thinking the way to delete my number. Foolish.....!!!!
(CRY) GOD!!! I HOPE NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO ME AND I HOPE THE GUY IS A GOOD GUY......PLEASE BLESS ME...!!!! I REGRET, REALLY REGRET!!!! PLEASE GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE........

HAPPY OR SAD DAY??? :P

As you know, yesterday was Father's Day!!! My mum decided to cook curry fish for him as it is his favourite food... Yeah!!!Everyone ate happily and I am the first person who wished my father, "HAPPY FATHER'S DAY"....Haha!!! Then, my mum, sister and I wanted to make some juices for everyone after having the hot hot (still boiling)*curry*. Suddenly.....oh....oh!!! NO ELECTRICITY.......Haiz!!!! How worst TNB is...!!! Father's Day no electricity....Everyone suffered in hot and dark environment. It almost stopped at about 2 hours 30 minutes. Huu....!!! Then, at about 12.30 a.m, my dad got angry and he called TNB. What I heard was the main 电房 had spoiled. Then, around 12.50a.m, the light came again...thanks god!!! I prefer don't have water also don't want no electric. Haha....!!! Then, we finished our stuff.....Everyone took a bath and slept at 1.30 a.m. I am lucky cause Monday no school....if not I'll have headache for the whole day....!!! Well, anyway, "Father's Day" in 2009 cannot be forgotten because NO ELECTRICITY...!!!

HERE, I WOULD LIKE TO WISH EVERY FATHER IN THIS WORLD "HAPPY FATHER'S DAY"

READ THIS.....TEENAGERS!!! ^_^

I read an article this morning, entitled Living A Nightmare.....!!!! Hope you can get something from here.

My relationship with my mum is getting worse everyday. I do not know what the problem is and I quarrel with her everytime I try to communicate with her. Sometimes, I feel like running away but I am not that immature and silly. My mother likes to nag me. I hate it when she accuses me of something that I didn't do. She doesn't listen or care. This situation makes me cry alone in my room.

My father has always loved me the most in the family. Now he has stopped loving, talking to, and caring about me. I don't know what I have done to upset him. When his mood is good, I try to communicate with him but it is hopeless. Please help me deal with this nightmare of mine....

What should you do?
It's a common nightmare. Quarrelling with nagging parents who lack trust, feeling unloved and being wrongly accused is almost every young person's dilemma. Growing up is painful. Sometimes, you feel so alone because no one seems to understand. You believe that you have done nothing wrong but mum is always watching and nagging. Dad suddenly seems a stranger. You feel so totally estranged and neglected emotionally. There is no one to reach out and your tears are lonely and silent.

In this issue, you just don't know how to communicate with overly protective parents. However, instead of feeling angry and sorry for yourself, try to understand them. Dad loves you very much but he realises that his little girl has grown up. He doesn't know how to be demonstrative and probably feel awkward and uncomfortable showing his feeling. When you were little, he could hug and cuddle you. Now, he doesn't know where to put his hands. He feels completely helpless when you are hurt. He is simply at a loss so it's easier to allow your mum to take charge.

Mum loves you too but she must have been reading about gang rapes, drug scenes, teenage murders and missing girls. Parents are in high alert mode because so many horrible crimes are happening to young people. While distrust and suspicion will create tension and misunderstanding, parents have it tough trying to protect their children without the constant friction and stress.

So do not get angry and keep your cool. Share a little life with them. It is painful for them to accept that you do not need them anymore. And never forget to show them love and care. Makes them be confident to you. A call when you are late will calm their nerves and worries. A hug, small gift and a peck on the cheek will bring shine and pride to their day. Try to communicate with love and rage and frustration will soon be worn away.

BALLET.......

Well, I am a ballerina and now I am learning Grade 6 and Inter foundation. Actually, ballet is a technical dance. It is a dance which a ballerina needs to put a lot of expression when dancing. I love ballet very much. I think I can get what a ballerina should do when dancing. I can feel like dancing alone happily in a very spacious field with lovely music and none is disturbing me. Perhaps it was just like Barbie. Erm....Barbie movie. Every barbie in the movie dances ballet. What an amazing dance...!!! Haha.....maybe you will say I am very childish, so old already also want to be like barbie. Yeah, actually I love barbie. I hope to be like her one day.... dancing gracefully in front of all audience. Wow, I can't imagine!!!

Now, when I learn ballet in major grades, more new steps are difficult to do. Eventhough sometimes is very tired and my leg almost cramp, I just keep it on because I *think* I am going to be like barbie already......dancing ballet!!!! Haha..... Ballet is really an amazing and fanstastic dance. I want to thank my mum for allowing me to learn ballet since young......!!! If you all want to see how a ballerina dances......go and surf on Internet...!!! Then you will know how is it ^_^

BALLET IS A PERFECT DANCE........I LOVE IT!!!!!^_^ HOPE TO BE LIKE BARBIE.....HAHA

H1N1......

H1N1..... can this disease be cure? Any medicine provided? Hmm.....I think don't have. Why this disease want to attack us? Swine flue...? You keep disturbing everyone and now, much of us can't do many outdoor activities. Haiz.....hope you will die as soon as possible!!! Do you know now, it spreads by people.
Ya.... I just heard from my aunt that SJK(C) Davidson has this case. A Standard 5 girl was threatened by this disease is same standard as her daughter. Luckily not same class. She just came back from Australia on Wednesday and not feeling well. So her parents took her to hospital and the doctors assure that this girl got it.... What a sad new!!!
So, if this disease can't be cure and maybe everyone will die, why don't we spend the remainder time to do something we want? That's what I think....!!!^_^ But I think one won't get it if his anti-body is strong enough!!!
God, in the deep cure of my heart....I hope you will bless everyone to be healthy always everyday and hope this H1N1 will soon be cure........thankyou very much!!!

VERY HAPPY......!!!!

I am very happy because today when I go training, Jing Yee told me that her coach said I have higher up my knee when I am running. I really very happy. I have improve something. That's what her coach always tell me to do(high knee) everytime I run. Haha.....!!! I was jumping while holding Jing Yee's both hand. Really very happy, I have done something I want....!!!^_^
Today my coach is absent, so I trained with Jing Yee. We didn't train on Wednesday, so her coach asked her to do yesterday event.....guess what is that......!!!! They are 500 m, 400m and 300m. Wow!!! It was too tiring......, but I like found something when I run. I think my leg is getting stronger because normally when I run, my leg will be very *tired*. But today when I run 500m, I felt that my leg can run further and faster. That's what I think or maybe not or because that's the first run. Anyway, don't bother it, just do my best everytime.

YEAH.......LAKERS IS THE CHAMPION!!!!

Haha, so happy that LAKERS won yesterday. I was waiting for the game but I don't know when. But luckily yesterday before I went to bed, I saw my dad was watching NBA FINAL 2008/09. I was tired but when I heard Kobe is playing, I was just like get electric shock, suddenly become conscious. Haha.....!!! The game was amazing. Dwight Howard had five fouls, that's mean is foul out. Kobe's injured finger was accidently hurt by Forgluka. He looked very painful and me too, but at last he is fine. Thanks God!!! Well, Kobe shot 3 points perfectly during the fourth game at the time 8.21 minutes, from 80 to 83 points. Wow!!!He goaled 3 points for 3 to 4 times. Hmm.....same as Ariza, Jersey 3. I was watching alone as my dad slept. Actually, my mum was scolding because it was too late, but I just keep on cause you know my lover is playing and I need to give him support eventhough it had past. Haha.....!!!! Kobe and the team knew that they won for the game. They looked happy and excited until the end, their points are 99 and 86. Well Done LAKERS!!!^_^ I didn't watch they gave prizes and just went to bed at about 1.00 a.m. Anyway, I hope LAKERS always get champion in any of the competition.

GOOD LUCK LAKERS!!!! HOPE TO GIVE ME A SUPRISE...........I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU, KOBE BRYANT....!!!!^_^

WELL........!!!

Today I chat with Hoo Keen and ask him something. He taught me a lot of things such as need to be more confident, not to be affected by other people and the most fresh thing in my mind is not to give up. I think he is right.....!!! I'll always practise so that I can improve faster......"Practise makes perfect". Actually, I think Hoo Keen is a mature guy and also a very good counsellor for me. Haha......!!! I will do it better and prove it to you one day. I'll invite you to see me on the track. If I can't, then.......I don't know!!! Haiz......!!! Anyway, I will do all my best, train very hard and recover all my weakness. Thankyou so much, Hoo Keen. Nice to meet you, a such amazing friend.

LAKERS WON THE GAME....!!!!

Yo....LAKERS versus ORLANDO!!!^_^ Yeah, Kobe Bryant and the team won for NBA 2008/09 Game. I'm so happy. Bryant scored 29 points in the game. He is great. When it left 9 seconds for the fourth period, both points are the same, 88. Bryant tried to score for the last shot. Unfortunately, a disturber from Orlando pulled the ball back from shoting. That's really made Bryant angry. Me too. Fine, they played another extra 5 minutes. The points are same, 91. Bryant passed the ball to a tall guy named Gas....!!(I forget already) Then, scored another 2 points and others scoring. The points is 97 on LAKERS and 91 on ORLANDO, 6 points away and the time left about 1 minute plus. They gained more confident to win. Later on, they played until the points be 99 for LAKERS. Then, one opponent foul and Bryant was given two throws. He failed for the first throw and scored for the second throw. Hmm, 100. At last, with his helpful and co-operative team mates, they scored 101 and 96 for opponent team. I can see his smiling and happy face......^_^

YEAH, KOBE BRYANT WON (LAKERS)!!!!! I LOVE HIM......^_^
HE IS JUST LIKE SOMEONE WHO SENT BY GOD TO EARTH TO PLAY BASKETBALL

YEAH.......!!! ^_^

Yeah, my mum allows me to go training. Wah, so happy. I miss the track, field, teachers and friends. I can meet them already. I can exercise regularly. Hahahahahahahaha.................!!!!!! I must train harder right now......!!!! Thanks mum for giving me chance. Love you forever!!!!Mu...ah!!!

I WONDER WHY.....!!!

I wonder why my mum get in red easily these few days. Am I doing something wrong? Hmm.... I think so. Perhaps I am not helping her to do house chores or email. But I was just MSN. I chat with my friends only, am I wrong? She just always remind me not to chat with people that you dunno. Ok, well. But sometimes, I 'm not sure how they got my email. I also dunno whether I know them or not. For those who I dunno, I won't chat with them. I just chat with person I know. I heard what my mum told something to my sister softly. I heard clearly. I am really sad. Just chatting.....am I wrong? I'm really bored in the house for two weeks holiday. I'm not allowed to go anywhere, just stayed in the house and do my KGT. I finished KGT in three days. Now I have nothing to do. Does she want me to study the whole day? I want to relax. I want to chat with my friends. I missed them very much, and I just can chat when my brother is not around because only his computer can sign in for MSN. I've just a few hours or minutes. Not any longer at all. I think I will mad without friends. Haiyo, just spend my time with nothing, (not spend and that's called waste). Haiz,.....fine!!! Mum's orders need to listen. What she says, I will listen!!! That's only mum I have!!! *Hey, am I telling bad about my mum? Should I delete?*

PBC CAMP!!! ^_^

Wow, I love PBC camp so much. It was so fun.....!!! I am from group 4 with Leong Jeng Yee, Choo Jing Yee, Dawn , Kien Ming, Agnes Tan, Zhi Lok and Joo Ling.

We gathered at school before 3.30p.m and had briefing. We left at about 4.30p.m to Dusun Eco Resort, Bentung, Pahang.

When we reached, we had given a briefing on rules. Then, we prepared ourselves and had our dinner.

We had ice breaking. Then, we had night walk at 10.00p.m plus. Before we went into the jungle, the guard advised us not to make too much noise and not to look anywhere, just look in front. During the night walk, it was so scary. I heard birds chirping and.......SUDDENLY I heard something snoaring. I dunno what is that, I just ignored and kept going on my journey. It's much scary because none will sleep in the jungle and snoared loudly. Hmm..... the ground is not that slippery......thanks god!!! We just allowed to use a torchlight for each group. It was dark.....!!! We saw very big big ants......twice bigger than small spider.
This was my first time see SOOO.......big ants!!! We end at 1.00a.m plus. Everybody gathered around. Kah Yee's knee had a very small *vampire*.....haha, is a leech. Her knee was bleeding. Then, Zhan Wei asked me whether I heard something snoaring in the jungle. He said maybe is a *BEAR*. I had no idea.....
Ya, Thanks god for none injured and everyone can safely out from the jungle!!! Always appreciate.......
We slept at 2.00 a.m.

The next day was our most tiring day. Ok, we woke up at 6.00a.m. We were having "senaman pagi" from Victor Ho and Hilary. The steps are so funny. Yeah, is fun.....!! Then, we have our breakfast. Yo, now began the first activity at 8.30a.m, Jungle Trekking. We went into the jungle again. No sound at all. Not fun. I love night walk rather than this, because can listen to *musics*. CHOI.... Ok, come back!!! We passed through the stream, muddy ground. My shoes is dirty.... but is ok!!! I need experience. We end at 12.00p.m and had our lunch.

Next activity is rafting!!! We had to make our own raft in group and play in a small lake. We have to tie up the bamboos with strings very tightly so that it won't separate when it is in the water surface. When we finished, my group put the raft to the water. Haiz....unfortunately, it cannot use because it was too loose. It separated and have big gap between two bamboos. So, we just swam in the lake. It is not deep. For those whose raft cannot work, we used the others group's. Wah,....rafting was so fun. We enjoyed during rafting with paddles. Everyone was so happy. The water is cool but dirty. Haha....!!!! After a while, we have to stop. We loosen the string and arranged back the apparatus neatly. We completed at 3.30 p.m. We had a short rest and prepared for the next activity.

Yeah, our next activity is obstacle course. Cool....!!! First, we have to climb through a tall stone wall. Boys have to climb the higher wall and girls have to climb the lower wall. Second, we have to pass through spider web. Third, passed through a tyre. Fourth, climbed a tall thing which is made up by string. Next, balanced with your partner on a string each. Then, crawled under a bar of sharp sharp thing (I dunno what's that called) and smelly water. After that, we have to pass through some games such as balancing, walked like a orang utan on a string, moved from one tyre to another tyre and walk on a long log. Hmm....yeah!!!! For those who had end, we went back to prepare ourselves. We almost finished at 7.00p.m.

Everyone prepared for the next activity, malam kebudayaan. My group will do a performance named ........(I dunno how to write). Then, we had our dinner (barbeque)....!! Actually is not, because we are not doing it but the canteen people...!!! That's what I get from xin yi. We are having barbeque but we are not going to do it. Our job is to EAT.....!!! Ya, nice and delicious food...!!! Soon, we started our malam kebudayaan, yeah.......!!!!^_^ I saw many people was dozed off especially Wei Hwei. She lay on the floor and slept like a mermaid. Haha......!!! Everyone did their performance very well. Our group got the third prize. So, we end at 12.00p.m. Everyone went into their camp and slept. But, that day was the last night!!! I can't sleep....I want to fully used the time with my friends. Although I was tired, I dun want to sleep. I wanted to play with my friends but many of them said dun want and they want to sleep. Ok, fine!! Luckily, I met Victor. He was going to the canteen. So, I followed him. Wow, many of them played, ate supper and did other things. I thought much of them don't want to sleep early. Hmm....soon we have to. Sleep at 3.30 a.m.

Yeah, today is 31st May. It was my birthday.....Yeah, I'm fourteen now. We woke up at 7.00 a.m. Then, we had our exercise, steps from Victor and Hilary about cooked fried rice. Haha....so funny!!! Ya, before that, Xin Yi asked everyone to sing Happy Birthday song to me!!! Wah, so touch...but this time no cry, is happy!!! This is the first time many people sing birthday song to me, because usually I will celebrate with my family only. This year is much much much better. Very very happy!!! Thankyou everyone....!!!! Ok, we continued with our dance. After that, we had our breakfast. Do you know what we had? Fried rice.....haha!!!

Then, we began our last activity which is treasure hunt. We had to get clue and went to every station. First, we had to protect the candle. The AJKs will spread water and blow. So, we have to be careful. Second, we have to count how many stairs are there. Third, we have to say yes or no. Fourth, we have to take out the coins with our leg and submit the amount of money they want. Next, we have to squeeze a wet sponge between a girl's and a boy's face to fill up half of a cup. After that, we have to go from a land to another land with the help of a pair of shoes. Haha, Victor's group can finish within ten minutes, I think is the fastest. But now, we just finished in 7 minutes plus. My group broke their record. Yeah, then, we went to Yan Yuan and Joo Ling's group. We have to pass through a hoop with our hands is locked with each other. Victor's group can complete in 2 minutes plus, also the fastest record. Haha,.....our group just completed in 30 seconds only!!! Break another record.....yeah!!! Last station is tongue twistle. I dunno chinese, so I didn't play this. Hmm.....!!! Then, we ran back to the hall and did the last work which was arranged words according to the Chinese History. Haiz, I dunno again....!!! Soon, we have done.

After that, we kept our belongings and put our bags in the hall. We have to make sure the camp was clean and none belonging was left. Then, we had our last meal for camp. We ate happily together in a circle. We also gave our presents to our *xiao mien yang*. That's end our PBC camp. The bus arrived at 3.00p.m. We went back home happily. I will never forget this camp forever.....yeah!!!^_^

EXAM RESULTS!!!! :(

Haiz, my mid year test in 2009 is poor. The lowest and the worst subject is French. Oh my god!!! What happened to me? I just got 56% (D).... a failure. How I want to take DELF A1? I afraid I will fail for the exam. French is a difficult language to learn because most of the things need to be differentiate in gender. Wow!!! I'm headache with that but it's sometimes quite fun to learn because I know how to answer. Haha!!! During exam, I dunno what it is about, all do it by guessing... Most of us learn French just like teka-teki. I think we shouldn't do it in that way. Fine, just forget it and improve more..... Yeah, my cousin also received his results today. He got one fail out of six subjects. We are just the same. Anyway, just forget something sad and let it over. Remember everyone , once fail doesn't mean fail forever. :)

TRAINING......!!!!! ::P

I want to go training everyday...!! I dunno why I love to run nowadays, maybe I didn't train for a long time...!!! I miss the track, teachers and friends. Sometimes, I feel relax after my run. It was just like everything heavy had been threw away from my mind. Wah, so happy and distressful!!!^_^ Don't bother you are the slowest or the fastest, just think you have done something successfully that makes you stay healthy. Wow, it is so fanstastic....!!! How could I imagine it? But just imagine. Sometimes I feel very lazy to go but now I am so excited. Unfortunately, the most famous disease is occuring, H1N1... My mum not allow me to go and that why I feel sad. I am just like a bird keeps in a limited aviary. Eventhough it is big and spacious, the bird also cannot come out from the place. I think you know what I mean....!!!! Haiz.....I hope I can go training as soon as possible. Hmm......^_^ :P

READ THIS....!!!

Did you cheat by your friends before? It sounds bad right? Mmm....Sorry, I am very sensitive to this. I don't like to be cheat by other people and I won't do so. I am angry because my friends keep telling lie to me. I can't accept it and I feel very very sad. Why don't they be honest? Is it difficult? I know they were talking bad or thinking too far about me but I was just pretended I can't hear anything. I am sick with this kind of behaviour. I don't know who to share my sadness. I can't stand anymore. Till today, I can't meet a true true friend who can keep all my secrets. None!!! I mean not yet, maybe in future. I wonder why my friends want to cheat me, maybe they afraid I will think too much or angry with them. If they want to make jokes and makes me happy, is ok!! But now they are just keep predicting my characters. Please take note of this my friends, stop cheating me. A few time is ok but don't do this everytime and everyday. I am just a young girl as what Garry told me, is just a young girl. I will keep everything in my heart and won't tell others except for my happiness, I will tell my friends or parents. Can you imagine a young girl keeps everything in her heart without telling other people? It was just like your heart is stab by a needle. How painful is it? I won't leak any of my secrets out to my friends, but if I did, maybe I really willing to share this or accidentally said it out. Hmm...maybe I trust myself more than my friends around. Haiz....it was a kind of sadness again for me. Anyway, I will stay positive and won't think too much. But if you make me really cannot stand anymore, I don't know what I will do to you. So, I hope you all know this. Play, jokes and happy is ok but don't too over till people sad and angry.

THINK ABOUT THIS !!! XP

Hmm.....I know many of you sure had been asked by your friends, "Who you love?"or "Do you have boyfriend or girlfriend?". Some will answer "yes" but some will say "no" or "dunno", isn't it? Sometimes, you will answer "no". Can you think it deeply who you admire? If you don't have, maybe you are not a human. Do you know why? Everyone needs love from people and shows love to others. A normal human for sure will admire at least one person, right? But don't think too far away. I am not asking you to couple with others but just a kind of admiring without telling him or her. Yeah?? ^_^ Is good to have feelings to someone. Erm,...sorry because I don't know more on this. Just end here...haha!!!

MID TERM EXAMINATION!!!^_^

Arrr...... mid term examination is coming soon, 11th May 2009. I haven't get enough prepare yet, just left about two weeks. I not yet starts any revision. What should I do? I hope to receive more tips from teachers. Hahaha....!!! Worst, BM and English is on the first and second day. Oh my god!!! My languages are not good. Addition, this exam will be giving the Anugerah Pengetua. Mmmm.....TOV must be 3.75 above. I don't think I can get it. Haiz.... I need to prepare well this exam so my parents won't feel disappointed. Yeah, work harder....!!!
"GO VIVIEN LIM, GO AND STUDY NOW...... AND DO YOUR BEST IN YOUR EXAMS!!!! ^_^ "

PBSM AJK's .........!!!^_^

Hi, do you know PBSM AJK's is so funny. Let's me decribe them to you.

Christopher is naughty,. His hobbies are disturbing and ejek people. But sometimes, he is kind la. Can be play and talk something funny. Ya..ya..!! ADVISE, don't tell him any secret...Haha!!

Hoo Keen is my PBSM daddy. He always make fun and takes care of everyone. Good!!

Garry is Ketua Disiplin. Erm, sometimes he looks very funny but sometimes he looks very serious. Haha, you are a perfect guy in future. I think he is cool when he wears the blazer during his duty and you looks smart. I also want to be like him, look smart and not cool.

Clement is my last year group leader. He is kind to everyone too but I can't find something funny from him except his laughing. He laughs very funny. Sometimes, the way he laughs with Garry is very funny until I also will keep on laughing together although I don't know what happened.

Wern Xin is a happy girl. Always smile and laugh no matter what happened. Sorry, nothing talk about her.

Serene is my PBSM mummy. She is a good leader. She will teach you whatever you want to know. Hmm, sometimes I feel she is serious but not always.

Yan Yuan is also like Wern Xin, always smile and laugh only. I heard from Christopher that before Yan Yuan wants to tell a joke to somebody, she will laugh at about 10 minutes and then she starts. Funny right?

Fui Teng is a girl. Haha, of course la. Erm, she always very perasan cantik one. She will say "I'm lenglui" and if people says "Fui Teng, you are so pretty ". She will reply,"Biasalah". Haha....!! Don't tell her ah...^_^

Ana is funny. If she is serious, she will be very serious and if she is playful, she will be very high.

I don't know more about Aishah and Mahalaxmi. They are AJK's.

Manwyn is good in wu-shu. He looks cool la. His face looks like want to smile and not.

I don't know how to describe Ceng Yew. He is kind and friendly.

Joo Er is funny la. But she always says I 'm very cool. Not sometimes but everytimes we meet. Thanks her for tied my beautiful bun on marching competition day. Nice to meet her.

I LOVE PBSM AJK's ....... VERY VERY MUCH!!!!

SO TOUCH FOR ME......!!!

Dear readers,

Had you read a story from the newspaper on last Sunday, 14th April 2009?? The title is Her Diary of Hope. If you read it, is it touch enough? My best friend, Kalpana borrowed me that in the morning. It talked about a mother who had died and his son found her diary. He read it and the diary talks about something very touch. Although reads mother's diary is unrespectable, but he did. Haha...!! ERM.... I think a child should (no is must) know what thier mum's needs. I think every children MUST listen to their parents and not scold them. I just tell you very briefly about the story and if you want to know more details, go and find it from newpaper or Internet.

Hope everyone will always recpect, appreciate what they give you and do everythings they expect you to do!!
Remember, NOT to make them sad and disappointed.

FRENCH OR PBSM??

I have to attend french class every Wednesday which is the same day as PBSM meeting. Today, I skip my french class and went to PBSM meeting. It was just like a family gathering in the gymnasium. I really miss all the AJK's and I hope to spend my time more on them on every Wednesday, but I can't. Why the class is held on Wednesday?? I don't like it. Study a new language is good but difficult. If we don't have mood, we won't learn it and won't concentrate at all. Why the principal is not concentrate on cocuriculum, just education?? Doesn't she feel selfish? I want to attend both, cocuriculum and education but I've no choice. Really no choice. As we know, this is the last year we will be together with the AJK's. What should I do? I can't drop my french. Can I leave this year and continue next year? Maybe not because I will forget everything and I will make my parents disappointed!! Godness, godness!!!!!

Sorry PBSM members, I have to attend french class, but I will always remember all we did and the happiness during marching lessons deeply in my heart. PBSM always is the best!!!! ^_^

SPORTS DAY!!

I felt very sorry to all friends especially Jing Yee because she put lot of hope on me but I make her disappointed. Sorry Jing Yee. I also want to said sorry to all Temenggung members, teachers and my coaches because I really didn't do well in my 200 meters. I dunno why I will give up after the others chased up. It's just same as I was training. I gave up after Jing Yee chased up. I really didn't do well at all the time. Perhaps someone will say my stamina is not enough, but actually not. I know myself. For a normal me, if I fully use all my energy, I will be very tired and gasped for air. That moment I didn't. I have already think for many hours why didn't I run properly. I really don't understand myself at that moment that why I wanted to give up. I can chase them. After the event, I still have the energy to tell Hoo Keen, "Why will I lose ?" Why and why?? And I said "It's all your fault." Because he told me not to run so fast before the marathon and Sports Day. Sorry, Hoo Keen. Sorry, sorry and sorry!! I can't accept myself. So, I .....!! Thanks to Hoo Keen's advises and he cheered me up.. I am a failure....is useless I trained so hard. Then , I ready for my 4 X 100 meters. Erm..., is ok we didn't get last, but third. Temenggung got second. Laksamana won again.

After the ending, I went to KFC with Yuvenesh. Kind Shun Ren treated me a cup of sundae ice-cream and a large pepsi because I lose. No logic treats. I ordered french fried and nuggets. Nuggets are for my sister. So, I just eat french fried. Yumm......mmy!! I also ordered another french fried for my sister and a dinner plate for my family. Am I a good daughter?? Haha, just kidding.....!!
I want to tell everyone here that don't eat drumstick if you buy chicken from KFC or any fastfood stores because you will loss. You know why, drumstick is so small and the others are bigger. To all who are likes me, don't buy drumstick. Haha..... what's a stupid idea. Haha....!! I went back at about 4.00 p.m. I didn't attend to my ballet class because I really very tired. I slept. When I opened my eyes, I asked my mum, "Where are the KFC I bought??". My mum replied, "All of us have eaten." I thought they ate very happily. But they have forgotten that I hide the pepsi in the refrigerator. After I finished my dinner, I drunk it with my family. It's not enough. So, I opened the 100 plus. Everyone is happy. The 200 meters always come into my mind before I slept these days.

MELAKA!!!!

Oh, visit to Melaka schools. Well, the first school was a cluster school named SMKA SYARIFAH RODZIAH. Wow, their kebitaraan are Nasyid and dunno what...forgotten. The pupils there are kind and friendly. They have a BIlik Wawasan which is full of prizes. Amazing!! All the sabians MPP must wear baju kurung with the kain batik. Oh, my godness, that is the first time I wear baju kurung to school. The kain batik is too long for me but they said is like that. When we were going to the first floor to visit their bilik media, I almost fell from the stair on the second steps. Do you know why?? Because of the long baju kurung I wore. Thanks God. Luckily I didn't fall because I hold the wall. If not, it's embarrasing!! Haha...^_^ Their nasyid presentation was cool and fantastic. In their media room has a changing room, studio and another dunno what room.. A good experience for all the students and teachers.

Next, we went to SMKS Muzaffar Syah. Their school is quite big and spacious. Yah, the principal of the school talked a lot at about 45 minutes. Victoria and I almost want to sleep. Very sleepy. I just heard that the principal said the pupils in their school invent electronic boards and pendrives. They also showed us video about their school. Erm.... According to the video, the pupils there also invent robots. I thought they have much time to do lot of stuff. But it's good. We were brought to visit around their school. We visited to a invent robot room, a garden which full of plants and a place where they did their project, "catch fish". Unique school. Before we went back, we visited to their school's cyber cafe. Wow, just imagine that a school has a cyber cafe which the computers are LCD. Then, we went back to school and reached at 5.30 in the evening.

MY BELOVER , LEE HOM!!^_^

For those who cannot feel their own heartbeat, please listens to Lee Hom's song named heart beat or xin tiao. Its show happiness and tried to get them. Hope you enjoy it. Thanks!! ^_^

心‧ 跳
詞 : 王力宏 易家揚
曲 : 王力宏

想跟我吵架 我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉 我沒那麼聰明
好 想要回到我們的原點
你又在哭泣 我給不了安慰
我又在搖頭 有那麼點後悔
愛情的發展已難以回頭卻無法往前走

但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號愛
讓我們流多少眼淚
你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始 能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

GO TEMENGGUNG!!^_^

Dear friends,
Today, our school were having a marathon for the whole sabians. Everyone reach before 7.30 morning. We were having our "aerobic"stuff. Oh., so boring. I even dunno what are they doing and is that called "aerobic"?? I don't think so. But anyway, it is quite fun also. The competition started with the boys first and followed by the girls. Therefore, we waited for a long time and by the time our body started cooling down.
Wow!! It is so tiring. Luckily I didn't go training on Thursday. If not, my legs will cramp and maybe today I won't get a prize. Must thanks to God and appreciate the chance given. During the marathon, my stomach is painful and I just keep on the way. I told myself not to save by PBSM members, so I didn't give up. I saw Garry and another guy (??) sitting on the floor while chatting. I feel so jealous (kidding) because I was so tired and both of them were chatting. On the way, I saw Hoo Keen. I heard he said don't know what "Vivien....", that all!! Confusing!! HAHA. Then, I saw Mr. Tan with his cool sunglasses. Actually, I thought I won't be in top 10. Then the teacher gave me a number (3), I saw it I smiled but I felt very dizzy. Oh my god!!! Ya, I met Jing Yee's mother too. She praised me. So happy. (perasan) I start to cool down.
At about 10.15, we have our giving prize session. So far, we just knew that Syahbandar is remaining in the first position. And we, Temenggung is second.. So, to catch up Syahbandar, every Temenggung members must cheer up and win more during the Sports Day. Ok!!^_^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HOO KEEN!!^_^

Hi everyone,
Today is Chow Hoo Keen's birthday. Yesterday, we celebrated at school. Haha....!! We played with the chocolate cake cream. Everyone had a pretty and handsome face because they make up with "those" cream. Haha....!! But luckily they didn't do it at me because they thought my mum will scold. If not, my face will be full of pimples on the next day. "Erm...just a prediction". It was really fun. Some of them shouted for being make up while the others were running around the class. Everyone looked very busy at that moment. We shared some presents and gave them to Hoo Keen. That time, I thought Hoo Keen was touch enough to cry but he didn't. Oppositely, I was the one who felt touch even though it was not my birthday, and I was the one who wanted to cry. Hey, what happened to me? Perhaps I am a girl who will feel touch easily.

WE ARE CHAMPION!!!!

Dear my friends,

I am one of the PBSM members in SMK Aminuddin Baki. I really don't know why we lose in the competition. I feel very sad. Actually on that day I told myself not to cry no matter we lose or win, but at last I cried. Just the moment they announce that PBSM get the third place I started to cry. My tears can't stop and I saw the others were crying too including the AJK's. I wondered that we sure will win the competition cause much of them said we did very well. I agree. But why we lose?? I really sad for the whole day. I cried after the competition. I cried in the bathroom. I cried when I was doing my homework and before I sleep. Really very sad when I went to school the next day. I saw Fui Teng and she said "We still love you"!!I felt touch and I wanted to cry. I told myself not because there were so many friends beside me. It will be very embarassing if I did. Finally I didn't. I will always remember the happiness in PBSM. Now, I love PBSM very much because of Hoo Keen. He told us on what we sacrifice for the marching competition, why are we here and so on. On that day, I started to love PBSM. Not only Hoo Keen, others AJK's such as Garry, Clement, Ceng Yew, Christopher and Manwyn keep improving our mistakes. I felt very sorry to everyone because I can't march under the rain. This is an order from my mum. I need to obey. Very very sorry to all of you.

Come on, cheer up!! We are the better,the better and the best!!
WE LOVE PBSM FOREVER........!!! FOREVER LOVE