WHO TO CHOOSE???

Yesterday, when I was training, Mr.Aru came towards and asked me, "What actually you are training for?". I just keep quiet. "Why you don't want to train with them (Jing Yee's coach)? They are better. You have to be serious if you want to win". I replied "yes". I was.....!!! I changed to Jing Yee's coach from January until February because I don't want to train alone. But after competition, I changed back to my own coach because Mr. Rusdi and my friends said Mr.Alex is better. Ok, well. Do I need to change back? I think my choice can be change easily because of a few sentences. Haiz..... I am lack of confident. I think I just remain the same because this morning I met Mr.Rusdi and told him everything. He just said remain the same coach. I hope my choice is right. I hope I can always improve in my run.

I AM SO FOOLISH.....!!!

(CRY) I went for training on 25th June 2009, Thursday alone because Jing Yee was not feeling well. Then, Mr.Alex asked me to run fartlek 6 laps. Eventhough it is a happy moment because I finished it, I did something I shouldn't do. After the program, I don't have anything to do. I was just like cooling down. After a while, a negro chat with me. Then, he asked for my handphone numbers because he said he wants to contact me if any program for juniors is held. I am so foolish, stupid.....I gave it to him my mum's handphone numbers because I told him I don't have handphone. I was just thought later can attend with Jing Yee so both of us can improve faster. I didn't think more. I had save my mum's number in his phone. Later, I told my mum. My mum was suprised and told me a lot of crime is happening in the age of teenagers nowadays. My mum told me not to trust him. At night, my dad demanded and advised me not to give other people handphone numbers because we don't know whether the person is good or bad. Perhaps he wants to kidnap girls. (CRY) I really don't know what to do now. Yesterday, I was tired, very very tired. So my mum asked me to sleep earlier. I can't sleep. I went to bed and cry. Why am I so foolish? Why I didn't think the effect? WHY?WHY?WHY? I felt dizzy and had headache when crying. I really don't know what to do now....I think I should tell the guy that I don't need the program and borrow his handphone to delete my handphone. But I don't have the bravery. (CRY) I really very very very very .......regret!!! I won't repeat it again. I get a new lesson already. I will turn into a new leaf. I will. I will, but first of all I have to delete the phone numbers. How????? I really have no mood at school today. I was miserable in the morning. I was just thinking the way to delete my number. Foolish.....!!!!
(CRY) GOD!!! I HOPE NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO ME AND I HOPE THE GUY IS A GOOD GUY......PLEASE BLESS ME...!!!! I REGRET, REALLY REGRET!!!! PLEASE GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE........

HAPPY OR SAD DAY??? :P

As you know, yesterday was Father's Day!!! My mum decided to cook curry fish for him as it is his favourite food... Yeah!!!Everyone ate happily and I am the first person who wished my father, "HAPPY FATHER'S DAY"....Haha!!! Then, my mum, sister and I wanted to make some juices for everyone after having the hot hot (still boiling)*curry*. Suddenly.....oh....oh!!! NO ELECTRICITY.......Haiz!!!! How worst TNB is...!!! Father's Day no electricity....Everyone suffered in hot and dark environment. It almost stopped at about 2 hours 30 minutes. Huu....!!! Then, at about 12.30 a.m, my dad got angry and he called TNB. What I heard was the main 电房 had spoiled. Then, around 12.50a.m, the light came again...thanks god!!! I prefer don't have water also don't want no electric. Haha....!!! Then, we finished our stuff.....Everyone took a bath and slept at 1.30 a.m. I am lucky cause Monday no school....if not I'll have headache for the whole day....!!! Well, anyway, "Father's Day" in 2009 cannot be forgotten because NO ELECTRICITY...!!!

HERE, I WOULD LIKE TO WISH EVERY FATHER IN THIS WORLD "HAPPY FATHER'S DAY"

READ THIS.....TEENAGERS!!! ^_^

I read an article this morning, entitled Living A Nightmare.....!!!! Hope you can get something from here.

My relationship with my mum is getting worse everyday. I do not know what the problem is and I quarrel with her everytime I try to communicate with her. Sometimes, I feel like running away but I am not that immature and silly. My mother likes to nag me. I hate it when she accuses me of something that I didn't do. She doesn't listen or care. This situation makes me cry alone in my room.

My father has always loved me the most in the family. Now he has stopped loving, talking to, and caring about me. I don't know what I have done to upset him. When his mood is good, I try to communicate with him but it is hopeless. Please help me deal with this nightmare of mine....

What should you do?
It's a common nightmare. Quarrelling with nagging parents who lack trust, feeling unloved and being wrongly accused is almost every young person's dilemma. Growing up is painful. Sometimes, you feel so alone because no one seems to understand. You believe that you have done nothing wrong but mum is always watching and nagging. Dad suddenly seems a stranger. You feel so totally estranged and neglected emotionally. There is no one to reach out and your tears are lonely and silent.

In this issue, you just don't know how to communicate with overly protective parents. However, instead of feeling angry and sorry for yourself, try to understand them. Dad loves you very much but he realises that his little girl has grown up. He doesn't know how to be demonstrative and probably feel awkward and uncomfortable showing his feeling. When you were little, he could hug and cuddle you. Now, he doesn't know where to put his hands. He feels completely helpless when you are hurt. He is simply at a loss so it's easier to allow your mum to take charge.

Mum loves you too but she must have been reading about gang rapes, drug scenes, teenage murders and missing girls. Parents are in high alert mode because so many horrible crimes are happening to young people. While distrust and suspicion will create tension and misunderstanding, parents have it tough trying to protect their children without the constant friction and stress.

So do not get angry and keep your cool. Share a little life with them. It is painful for them to accept that you do not need them anymore. And never forget to show them love and care. Makes them be confident to you. A call when you are late will calm their nerves and worries. A hug, small gift and a peck on the cheek will bring shine and pride to their day. Try to communicate with love and rage and frustration will soon be worn away.

BALLET.......

Well, I am a ballerina and now I am learning Grade 6 and Inter foundation. Actually, ballet is a technical dance. It is a dance which a ballerina needs to put a lot of expression when dancing. I love ballet very much. I think I can get what a ballerina should do when dancing. I can feel like dancing alone happily in a very spacious field with lovely music and none is disturbing me. Perhaps it was just like Barbie. Erm....Barbie movie. Every barbie in the movie dances ballet. What an amazing dance...!!! Haha.....maybe you will say I am very childish, so old already also want to be like barbie. Yeah, actually I love barbie. I hope to be like her one day.... dancing gracefully in front of all audience. Wow, I can't imagine!!!

Now, when I learn ballet in major grades, more new steps are difficult to do. Eventhough sometimes is very tired and my leg almost cramp, I just keep it on because I *think* I am going to be like barbie already......dancing ballet!!!! Haha..... Ballet is really an amazing and fanstastic dance. I want to thank my mum for allowing me to learn ballet since young......!!! If you all want to see how a ballerina dances......go and surf on Internet...!!! Then you will know how is it ^_^

BALLET IS A PERFECT DANCE........I LOVE IT!!!!!^_^ HOPE TO BE LIKE BARBIE.....HAHA

H1N1......

H1N1..... can this disease be cure? Any medicine provided? Hmm.....I think don't have. Why this disease want to attack us? Swine flue...? You keep disturbing everyone and now, much of us can't do many outdoor activities. Haiz.....hope you will die as soon as possible!!! Do you know now, it spreads by people.
Ya.... I just heard from my aunt that SJK(C) Davidson has this case. A Standard 5 girl was threatened by this disease is same standard as her daughter. Luckily not same class. She just came back from Australia on Wednesday and not feeling well. So her parents took her to hospital and the doctors assure that this girl got it.... What a sad new!!!
So, if this disease can't be cure and maybe everyone will die, why don't we spend the remainder time to do something we want? That's what I think....!!!^_^ But I think one won't get it if his anti-body is strong enough!!!
God, in the deep cure of my heart....I hope you will bless everyone to be healthy always everyday and hope this H1N1 will soon be cure........thankyou very much!!!

VERY HAPPY......!!!!

I am very happy because today when I go training, Jing Yee told me that her coach said I have higher up my knee when I am running. I really very happy. I have improve something. That's what her coach always tell me to do(high knee) everytime I run. Haha.....!!! I was jumping while holding Jing Yee's both hand. Really very happy, I have done something I want....!!!^_^
Today my coach is absent, so I trained with Jing Yee. We didn't train on Wednesday, so her coach asked her to do yesterday event.....guess what is that......!!!! They are 500 m, 400m and 300m. Wow!!! It was too tiring......, but I like found something when I run. I think my leg is getting stronger because normally when I run, my leg will be very *tired*. But today when I run 500m, I felt that my leg can run further and faster. That's what I think or maybe not or because that's the first run. Anyway, don't bother it, just do my best everytime.

YEAH.......LAKERS IS THE CHAMPION!!!!

Haha, so happy that LAKERS won yesterday. I was waiting for the game but I don't know when. But luckily yesterday before I went to bed, I saw my dad was watching NBA FINAL 2008/09. I was tired but when I heard Kobe is playing, I was just like get electric shock, suddenly become conscious. Haha.....!!! The game was amazing. Dwight Howard had five fouls, that's mean is foul out. Kobe's injured finger was accidently hurt by Forgluka. He looked very painful and me too, but at last he is fine. Thanks God!!! Well, Kobe shot 3 points perfectly during the fourth game at the time 8.21 minutes, from 80 to 83 points. Wow!!!He goaled 3 points for 3 to 4 times. Hmm.....same as Ariza, Jersey 3. I was watching alone as my dad slept. Actually, my mum was scolding because it was too late, but I just keep on cause you know my lover is playing and I need to give him support eventhough it had past. Haha.....!!!! Kobe and the team knew that they won for the game. They looked happy and excited until the end, their points are 99 and 86. Well Done LAKERS!!!^_^ I didn't watch they gave prizes and just went to bed at about 1.00 a.m. Anyway, I hope LAKERS always get champion in any of the competition.

GOOD LUCK LAKERS!!!! HOPE TO GIVE ME A SUPRISE...........I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU, KOBE BRYANT....!!!!^_^

WELL........!!!

Today I chat with Hoo Keen and ask him something. He taught me a lot of things such as need to be more confident, not to be affected by other people and the most fresh thing in my mind is not to give up. I think he is right.....!!! I'll always practise so that I can improve faster......"Practise makes perfect". Actually, I think Hoo Keen is a mature guy and also a very good counsellor for me. Haha......!!! I will do it better and prove it to you one day. I'll invite you to see me on the track. If I can't, then.......I don't know!!! Haiz......!!! Anyway, I will do all my best, train very hard and recover all my weakness. Thankyou so much, Hoo Keen. Nice to meet you, a such amazing friend.

LAKERS WON THE GAME....!!!!

Yo....LAKERS versus ORLANDO!!!^_^ Yeah, Kobe Bryant and the team won for NBA 2008/09 Game. I'm so happy. Bryant scored 29 points in the game. He is great. When it left 9 seconds for the fourth period, both points are the same, 88. Bryant tried to score for the last shot. Unfortunately, a disturber from Orlando pulled the ball back from shoting. That's really made Bryant angry. Me too. Fine, they played another extra 5 minutes. The points are same, 91. Bryant passed the ball to a tall guy named Gas....!!(I forget already) Then, scored another 2 points and others scoring. The points is 97 on LAKERS and 91 on ORLANDO, 6 points away and the time left about 1 minute plus. They gained more confident to win. Later on, they played until the points be 99 for LAKERS. Then, one opponent foul and Bryant was given two throws. He failed for the first throw and scored for the second throw. Hmm, 100. At last, with his helpful and co-operative team mates, they scored 101 and 96 for opponent team. I can see his smiling and happy face......^_^

YEAH, KOBE BRYANT WON (LAKERS)!!!!! I LOVE HIM......^_^
HE IS JUST LIKE SOMEONE WHO SENT BY GOD TO EARTH TO PLAY BASKETBALL

YEAH.......!!! ^_^

Yeah, my mum allows me to go training. Wah, so happy. I miss the track, field, teachers and friends. I can meet them already. I can exercise regularly. Hahahahahahahaha.................!!!!!! I must train harder right now......!!!! Thanks mum for giving me chance. Love you forever!!!!Mu...ah!!!

I WONDER WHY.....!!!

I wonder why my mum get in red easily these few days. Am I doing something wrong? Hmm.... I think so. Perhaps I am not helping her to do house chores or email. But I was just MSN. I chat with my friends only, am I wrong? She just always remind me not to chat with people that you dunno. Ok, well. But sometimes, I 'm not sure how they got my email. I also dunno whether I know them or not. For those who I dunno, I won't chat with them. I just chat with person I know. I heard what my mum told something to my sister softly. I heard clearly. I am really sad. Just chatting.....am I wrong? I'm really bored in the house for two weeks holiday. I'm not allowed to go anywhere, just stayed in the house and do my KGT. I finished KGT in three days. Now I have nothing to do. Does she want me to study the whole day? I want to relax. I want to chat with my friends. I missed them very much, and I just can chat when my brother is not around because only his computer can sign in for MSN. I've just a few hours or minutes. Not any longer at all. I think I will mad without friends. Haiyo, just spend my time with nothing, (not spend and that's called waste). Haiz,.....fine!!! Mum's orders need to listen. What she says, I will listen!!! That's only mum I have!!! *Hey, am I telling bad about my mum? Should I delete?*

PBC CAMP!!! ^_^

Wow, I love PBC camp so much. It was so fun.....!!! I am from group 4 with Leong Jeng Yee, Choo Jing Yee, Dawn , Kien Ming, Agnes Tan, Zhi Lok and Joo Ling.

We gathered at school before 3.30p.m and had briefing. We left at about 4.30p.m to Dusun Eco Resort, Bentung, Pahang.

When we reached, we had given a briefing on rules. Then, we prepared ourselves and had our dinner.

We had ice breaking. Then, we had night walk at 10.00p.m plus. Before we went into the jungle, the guard advised us not to make too much noise and not to look anywhere, just look in front. During the night walk, it was so scary. I heard birds chirping and.......SUDDENLY I heard something snoaring. I dunno what is that, I just ignored and kept going on my journey. It's much scary because none will sleep in the jungle and snoared loudly. Hmm..... the ground is not that slippery......thanks god!!! We just allowed to use a torchlight for each group. It was dark.....!!! We saw very big big ants......twice bigger than small spider.
This was my first time see SOOO.......big ants!!! We end at 1.00a.m plus. Everybody gathered around. Kah Yee's knee had a very small *vampire*.....haha, is a leech. Her knee was bleeding. Then, Zhan Wei asked me whether I heard something snoaring in the jungle. He said maybe is a *BEAR*. I had no idea.....
Ya, Thanks god for none injured and everyone can safely out from the jungle!!! Always appreciate.......
We slept at 2.00 a.m.

The next day was our most tiring day. Ok, we woke up at 6.00a.m. We were having "senaman pagi" from Victor Ho and Hilary. The steps are so funny. Yeah, is fun.....!! Then, we have our breakfast. Yo, now began the first activity at 8.30a.m, Jungle Trekking. We went into the jungle again. No sound at all. Not fun. I love night walk rather than this, because can listen to *musics*. CHOI.... Ok, come back!!! We passed through the stream, muddy ground. My shoes is dirty.... but is ok!!! I need experience. We end at 12.00p.m and had our lunch.

Next activity is rafting!!! We had to make our own raft in group and play in a small lake. We have to tie up the bamboos with strings very tightly so that it won't separate when it is in the water surface. When we finished, my group put the raft to the water. Haiz....unfortunately, it cannot use because it was too loose. It separated and have big gap between two bamboos. So, we just swam in the lake. It is not deep. For those whose raft cannot work, we used the others group's. Wah,....rafting was so fun. We enjoyed during rafting with paddles. Everyone was so happy. The water is cool but dirty. Haha....!!!! After a while, we have to stop. We loosen the string and arranged back the apparatus neatly. We completed at 3.30 p.m. We had a short rest and prepared for the next activity.

Yeah, our next activity is obstacle course. Cool....!!! First, we have to climb through a tall stone wall. Boys have to climb the higher wall and girls have to climb the lower wall. Second, we have to pass through spider web. Third, passed through a tyre. Fourth, climbed a tall thing which is made up by string. Next, balanced with your partner on a string each. Then, crawled under a bar of sharp sharp thing (I dunno what's that called) and smelly water. After that, we have to pass through some games such as balancing, walked like a orang utan on a string, moved from one tyre to another tyre and walk on a long log. Hmm....yeah!!!! For those who had end, we went back to prepare ourselves. We almost finished at 7.00p.m.

Everyone prepared for the next activity, malam kebudayaan. My group will do a performance named ........(I dunno how to write). Then, we had our dinner (barbeque)....!! Actually is not, because we are not doing it but the canteen people...!!! That's what I get from xin yi. We are having barbeque but we are not going to do it. Our job is to EAT.....!!! Ya, nice and delicious food...!!! Soon, we started our malam kebudayaan, yeah.......!!!!^_^ I saw many people was dozed off especially Wei Hwei. She lay on the floor and slept like a mermaid. Haha......!!! Everyone did their performance very well. Our group got the third prize. So, we end at 12.00p.m. Everyone went into their camp and slept. But, that day was the last night!!! I can't sleep....I want to fully used the time with my friends. Although I was tired, I dun want to sleep. I wanted to play with my friends but many of them said dun want and they want to sleep. Ok, fine!! Luckily, I met Victor. He was going to the canteen. So, I followed him. Wow, many of them played, ate supper and did other things. I thought much of them don't want to sleep early. Hmm....soon we have to. Sleep at 3.30 a.m.

Yeah, today is 31st May. It was my birthday.....Yeah, I'm fourteen now. We woke up at 7.00 a.m. Then, we had our exercise, steps from Victor and Hilary about cooked fried rice. Haha....so funny!!! Ya, before that, Xin Yi asked everyone to sing Happy Birthday song to me!!! Wah, so touch...but this time no cry, is happy!!! This is the first time many people sing birthday song to me, because usually I will celebrate with my family only. This year is much much much better. Very very happy!!! Thankyou everyone....!!!! Ok, we continued with our dance. After that, we had our breakfast. Do you know what we had? Fried rice.....haha!!!

Then, we began our last activity which is treasure hunt. We had to get clue and went to every station. First, we had to protect the candle. The AJKs will spread water and blow. So, we have to be careful. Second, we have to count how many stairs are there. Third, we have to say yes or no. Fourth, we have to take out the coins with our leg and submit the amount of money they want. Next, we have to squeeze a wet sponge between a girl's and a boy's face to fill up half of a cup. After that, we have to go from a land to another land with the help of a pair of shoes. Haha, Victor's group can finish within ten minutes, I think is the fastest. But now, we just finished in 7 minutes plus. My group broke their record. Yeah, then, we went to Yan Yuan and Joo Ling's group. We have to pass through a hoop with our hands is locked with each other. Victor's group can complete in 2 minutes plus, also the fastest record. Haha,.....our group just completed in 30 seconds only!!! Break another record.....yeah!!! Last station is tongue twistle. I dunno chinese, so I didn't play this. Hmm.....!!! Then, we ran back to the hall and did the last work which was arranged words according to the Chinese History. Haiz, I dunno again....!!! Soon, we have done.

After that, we kept our belongings and put our bags in the hall. We have to make sure the camp was clean and none belonging was left. Then, we had our last meal for camp. We ate happily together in a circle. We also gave our presents to our *xiao mien yang*. That's end our PBC camp. The bus arrived at 3.00p.m. We went back home happily. I will never forget this camp forever.....yeah!!!^_^